Eid Adha & Thanksgiving unite

Salam Eid ul Adha & Happy Thanksgiving ! =)

This year, we celebrate Eid ul Adha and Thanksgiving in the same week, selang sehari je…kalo ikutkan the same day jugak la. Coz kebiasaannya Thanksgiving ‘the big feast among American’ 4th Thursday of November every year. Dan tahun ni kita sambut Aidil Adha atau Hari Raya Korban pada hr Jumaatnya. What a blessing week! semoga pengorbanan yg kita lakukan di bawah lembayungNya n sama2 la kita bersyukur dan menghargai apa yg kita ada selama ini. Alhamdulillah.

So, utk mindfulness activity, apa kata ambil masa dalam 5 ke 10 minit, berfikir sejenak dan reka akronim dari perkataan 'Thankful' or 'Aidil Adha', yg ade kaitan dgn nya. terpulang pada kreativiti @ macamana gayanya anda nak lakukan. samaada reka sajak, foods, or just write down 'things that I should be thankful for'. macam yg telah saya lakukan di bawah:

T : Thank you Allah, for giving me another day to appreciates this world.
H : Home is a sweetest place to be.
A : A good friend is everlasting.
N : No regrets for what I have done, it is learning experiences.
K : Keep it short and simple as I can.
F : Forgiveness is a journey into my faith.
U : U never know what U will come across till you searching your own infinite possibilities.
L : Life is Beautiful !

bosan2 atau tak tahu nak buat apa, please take time to do it, it would be interesting to see what's will come out! selamat mencuba! :)

U guys make my day! thanks =)

A : A lion, a bear and a pig are sitting around discussing how hard they each are. The lion says "when I roar the whole jungle shakes". The bear says "when I roar the whole forest trembles". "So what", says the pig, "all I have to do is sneeze and the whole fucking world shit's itself"!!

Z : hahahaa
T : i dont get it
A :swine flu!!
T :but technically, it's not all the pig's fault.
A :sis T, Why do seagulls live near the sea?
T :so they can watch women in bikinis?
A :coz if the live near the bay, the would be bay-gull (bagels)
T :now THAT's funny! lol
C :hahahaaa :))
A :a wise man once told me 'dont go to bed angry' since then, ive been cracking on jokes b4 i go to sleep...LOL right ?
C :u guys make my day! thanks :)
A :glad to help sister!

Lose, lost & found...

Lately, I can’t concentrate at all! I lost focus and my composure. I knew something bothers me and it keep going on in my mind, ruminating over and over again. It really affects me. I weight myself, guess what? I lose 10lbs in just 2weeks! Before this, I jaga makan n exercise pon in 2months baru lose the same amount. Plus, I was sick last week, lagi la reduce my appetites. I can sense my pants and clothes become bigger. I think I need a belt too. Which, I don’t like to wear belt. Semua dah mengecik, terasa diri dah x seksi, (bole plak piker ke ctu’) hahahaa =)) Candy2,..isk..iskk.. indirectly, dlm hati, gembira gak bcoz xperlu wat ape, dah susut. Makan apa pon rasa cam x best, n asyik pg tandas je…diarrhea. Teringat kt my frenz sorang ni, everytime die start talking with me, musti excuse pg toilet. Kkdg myampah je malas nak layan lain kali. Tapi as a frenz, I layan jugak la kan. Kena la support n paham, xtau bila time kita tiba nanti, myb we’ll need them. macam tu la I pikir. Bila teringat, xsangka it happen to me right now. Lost appetites & pg tandas je kejanya…mmg x best langsung! Terrible! I hate to be in this position! I’m just hoping I can talk and share with my frenz. Sembang kosong, layan je sy ni yg kkdg mgarut ntah apa2…it do help me to get over it. I missed that moment. I lost the friendship. My guess, probably die has a good reason to avoid me. I didn’t blame die. Nope...not at all. For my own benefit, it’s better to be silent. entah la, myb this is just my ‘all or nothing thought’. Adat la org dlm grieving stage, macam2 pkara difikirkan, dari A ke Z, walhal xde apa pon. It’s not a big deals right? At this moment, I just felt I lost the meaning of friendship. I’m just hoping the day will come & we’ll get back together, sharing & laughing as a good friend, no matter what had happened before =) But, I knew I found Him…I got Him…the One and Only that I can depend to, turn to…always be with me no matter who, how, what, why, when…I am,… He is the One that give me courage and strength to go through this life. Hanya padaMu, aku beserah…

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful
“Tiada Tuhan (yang dapat menolong) melainkan Engkau (Ya Allah), Maha Suci (daripada melakukan aniaya, tolonglah daku). Sesungguhnya aku adalah dari orang-orang yang menganiaya diri sendiri. Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku mohon kepadaMu hal-hal yang dapat menentukan rahmatMu dan menguatkan pegampunanMu, memperolehi segala kebaikan, menyelamatkan dari kejahatan, memperolehi syurga dan selamat dari api neraka. Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Engkau mendengar ucapanku, melihat tempat tinggalku, mengetahui lahir batinku, dan tidak ada satu urusan pun dari urusanku yang tersembunyi olehMu. Dan aku adalah hamba yang sengsara dan amat memerlukan, hamba yang meminta pertolongan dan yang memohon bantuan, hamba yang penakut, yang minta dikasihani, yang mengakui dan menyatakan semua dosa-dosanya kepadaMu. Ya Allah, aku mohon kepadaMu sebagaimana memintanya si miskin, dan aku berdoa kepadaMu seperti doanya orang berdosa yang amat hina. Aku mohon kepadaMu seperti orang penakut lagi pula buta, juga seperti berdoanya orang yang menundukkan jiwanya, merendahkan raganya dan wajah serta hidungnya kepadaMu. Ya Allah, tabahkan la hati hambaMu ini… ameen.”